Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truly loved me yes, i learned a while ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they won't see that you never let them see you sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me

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So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok i'm laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz i'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la,
Laaaa

Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he don't call me but then i realize dreams come true aren't for girls like me, not like me, and so i go around with my head up like it ain't no thing and when the boys around with all my friends i'm into other things cuz you never let them see you sweat don't want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing me

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And so i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok i'm laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz i'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face...on my face oooh

Its not easy (thing to do) sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that i would choose but what else can i do if he don't love me, if he don't want me, i'm not about to sit around let myself go (gooooo)

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So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok i'm laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz i'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la